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Today I actually do not have any facts to blog about.  I just want to vent a little and maybe see how many of you out there feel like you are pulled every which way.  I kid you not, I am so overwhelmed with day to day life I don’t even know how I keep my days straight.  I know many people are worse off, I just don’t understand how anyone can have so much to do in so little time and still have time at the end of the day to just be .  I am constantly on the road with running errads, dropping off the kid, going to work, picking up the kid and come home and keep everything clean from the house, to the clothes to the making of dinner.  I sometimes feel like I want to just run away and just decompress.  The need to disengage from day to day activity tugs at me more so at the end of the week, however, come the weekend I feel worse because everyone is around and I still don’t get the peace I am looking for.  Lately I have noticed a change in the pattern in which I sleep, I have become a night person, mornings are really sluggish wanting to just sleep all day, and nights are spent on my computer.  Honestly all the body needs is some down time, I have been searching for the right moments in the day when I can just pick my feet up and just relax. Relaxing to me is actually better than sleep, when the mind shuts down and recharges, where no thoughts can infiltrate your mind when you just sit there in a vegetated state, wouldn’t that be nice.