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I have been dealing with anxiety for many years now, but as I get older it keeps on getting worse.  I have boticed that after having my child it got almost unbearable.  I am trying to handle this without any meds, and let me tell you it is really hard.  I get anxious over reading my emails, something so petty can throe me over the top.  I am extremely neurotiv and anal, I think that is part of my problems, I just want to let everyone know not to stress thing.  It is what it is, and you cannot chnage anything.  I wish I could practice what I preach, however, it is not possible.  I was born this way, even when I was younger, anxiety would take the best of me.  I am afraid to receive any care, when my uncle was put on anxiety meds, he ended up killing himself, so there’s that answer.  Well everyday is almost a struggle, I am trying to do my best and be calm, but even waking up is hard sometimes, not to mention all the family stresses that go along with that.